Sunday, September 30, 2007

Back in action

well a lot of things have happened in the last 5 months. First of all Facebook replaced my blog in a way but it is not as good for just talking about what is going on in your mind, it is not really a journal. Don't get me wrong, I love facebook, I love seeing peoples pictures and catching up on what people have been doing in the years since have seen them last, but I don't feel like I can just rant in a note without annoying everyone on my list. anyway ... now I AM ranting.
It has been a busy, stressful few months. The summer flew by at break neck speeds and I feel like I did not get to enjoy it at all. I worked my ass off the whole summer, trying so hard to make my presence really felt and appreciated in our office and I think that it worked. In the very least I got a tidy little raise that has made me feel more appreciated. But I am burnt out and I need a break, it is still 3 more weeks until our vacation and I am not sure how I am going to make it!
Thank goodness we have the long weekend coming up and we are going away to celebrate our first wedding anniversary. We are going here!
I have wanted to go there since pretty much the time we started dating, we drive by the sign and the road every time we go visit Gil's parents in NB and Gil thought it would be a great idea for our first anniversary. I can't believe it has been a whole year. It seems so surreal. This time last year I was so stressed out. I confess that I did not enjoy the process of planing a wedding . It was hard. It was very emotional and I am not the kind of personality who deals with stress very well. I am a spazz. But I really enjoyed the actual wedding and I really enjoy being Gil's wife. We are a good fit. We work well together. We are good friends. We are not perfect. There is not perfect marriage, that is a fairy tale. We make choices everyday, sometimes we make bad ones but most days they are good.
well I am done for now. I just wanted to get back in the habit of writing again.