Another day, another solemn mood. I don't know why my evenings have been so cranky lately. I am suppose it is because I am so damn tired. But last night Miss Lulu slept all the way through the night so maybe my endless fatigue is on its way to an end.I just feel like there are not enough hours in the day and when I get home in the evening I am too tired or lazy or overwhelmed to get anything done. I need to make a change. Really I do. But I don't know where to start. Where do I start? I need to! I want to feel good. I want to feel productive. I want to have a nice house and pretty yard and good things. And I can. All that is totally within my grasp if I just get off my ass.
I need to make a change. What do I do?